AGAIN by Lenny Kravitz

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Know that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Until you cried, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

....not only them anyway,Clav also..she had a really weird fever!! i pity her...she had a fever during her shooting...rite now,i juz can pray to god to take care of her coz i hardly to come see her at the day time coz i need to take care of my family....poor clav,i wish i could take a good care of u more..but i'm sorry,i cant!

...however,almost everynight,i come to her place juz wanna check her condition..she said she hardly to sleep at night which make me more worried about her...i can't sleep if i know that she cant sleep....my mind keep thingking bout her condition...i really worried...if sumthing happen to her,for sure i'm gonna blaming myself coz leave her alone there....i'm sorry clav..i wish i can sit beside u everyday n nite juz to take care of u...

...i know,she's sick and the way she treat me sumtime hurt me...i can deal with that coz i know, she's sick..i have no feeling bout it..rite now, the most important is to make sure that she'll be ok like usual...i dont want her to be sick..i dont want her to be in a bad mood....but i know,she really in a bad mood when she's sick...it's ok clav,i can deal with it...it's ok if u want to get mad at me or hate me or scold me or cursing me coz i know....u didn't meant it...it's ok...i understand that...i wish u will be ok soon...i want to see you in a very good mood like i used to when we met in Popiah before....

so...almost all the day i juz do my assignment..suddenly about 3pm, i juz realize,i havent eat yet..shit! now i'm fucking hunger..before that,i havent feel it though!! hahaha..weird! so i try to take a look in my wallet..shit! its only rm10 left..how am i gonna survive wit rm10???hmm...so i try to call my sister to ask whether i can borrow rm50 from her...and she's positive...hehehehe

about 5pm, i left shah alam wit Cuak and Karam accompanied me...thanx guys!! we had a really "a long journey" coz all the car drive very fucking slow....its raining by the way..hehehe we arrived at my sister house around 7pm...and we chilled for about half and hour...during that time,my mind keep thinkin...why that Clave not callin me??is she so busy??hmm...i dont have crdt so i have to wait for her call...before we leave my sister house,she ask me to go to my mum house coz my mum ask me to stop by for awhile...then we heading to my mum house to "tapau" some meal...hehehehe...free food man!!

after we leave,this two people inside,keep bugging me to eat first at the restaurant coz they cant stand wit hunger anymore...pity them,so i stop at "LUbuk ToM YaM" near my house...they ordered food but i'm not..i have my "tapau" already...hehehehe

on the way back to shah alam,i still waiting a call from Clav..she havent call me yet....omg,wut is she doin??? i'm so worried bout her...she's driving alone from Ampang to Shah Alam...and its raining!! wen we almost at Sunway Pyramid,finally she called me...Alhamdulillah..finally! she told me that she is on her way back to Shah Alam...now i feel good!!!

we arrived at shah alam around 9pm...and i continue back wit my assignment...and of course waiting for Clav to online so i can chat wit her....we chat until bout 5am...hehehehe i really need her everyday n nite..she's juz like a drug now!! so addicted to her...i dunno why...do u have the answer Clav?????????

that is my 'another boring Saturday'!! fucking bored rite??hahahah....

the laptop restart but......it cant BOOT!!! what the fuck??i thought it juz take a few time to reboot coz before that i have install an update...after bout 15minutes we wait then....we juz realize...the laptop fucked up already!! OH MY GOD!!!!! it cant restart...i repeat...the laptop cant restart!! at that time i want to cty already... first of all is my damn assignment in it and second is..its my Clavinna laptop!!! shit!! i cant think properly... i see Clav was so relax...she controlled her feeling coz she saw that i already gone crazy...

she try her best to comfort me..but i juz cant hep it...i feel so bad to her...coz, i thought i was the one who make her laptop fucked up!..as usual..she try her best to deny all that and said to me it juz an accident and ask me to stop feel bad!! but me??huh..i cant accept it...my assignment in it...oh my God???????

Clave come up wit an idea to call Ayu, her friend to borrow an Apple CD, in order to try our luck to re-format the laptop...so we called ayu and ask..then ayu said give her some time coz she already at outside, eating wit her friends...ok,we wait!! But only 5minutes after that,i ask Clav to goin out,have a drink or wutever coz i cant stand to see the laptop cant turn on...i feel so bad!!!

we're goin out sumwhere in seri kembangan,at some mamak stall there...we ordered drink!!! chatting,laughing...try to released all the tension that stuck in our mind...she try so bad to comfort me...and finally i do feel good...thanx sayang!!...after bout an hour there, ayu text me and say that she already at home and askin us to come to her house to take the APPLE CD...i ask Clav to go pay first coz i'm Broke!!and......

"stupid couple of the year"hahahaha...I Love U Sayang!

Shit happen again....Clav accidently forgot to bring her purse.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....what a long night!! at that time...i feels like i wanna laugh "guling-guling" on the floor...how come we can stuck at the mamak stall juz because we cant pay RM3 for the drink????hahahahaha....we're so fucking unlucky that night...we laughing like crazy wen we think back on wut is happening to us that nite...then i decide to go back to her house to take her purse and settle it wit the mamak...hahahahah

On the way back, both me and Clav try to figure out, wut is goin on wit us...wut went wrong and why we got into this kind of challenge in only 5 straight hours...oh my God!! after think and think and think and think... we conclude that both of us is STUPID!! hahahaha...Stupid couple in the world...!! But...I LOVE YOU CLAVINNA!! i really mean it...

Working Title: The Book of CLAV
Submission Category: Fiction Open
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Submission an ID number of: 212281
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