This method of therapy against anger works for most common cases of your daily life and it helps a lot! Instead of becoming nervous with the other person’s behaviour or their actions, you make fun of the situation or what they are saying.

For example, your wife/husband, son, or friend gives you an order demanding many unreasonable things that will require many efforts and time. Instead of becoming nervous with their request, ask them if they want “something else!” This is a known ironic answer but you can improve it by asking if the person wants their absurd demands served in a dish.

Did someone steal your reserved parking spot? Has someone left trash outside the can and causing a stink? Did someone break your favorite cup? Never mind! Let it be. Learn to relax and accept what is happening without losing your temper.

Humor! Make fun of the negative situation. Try to justify what happened as if it was preventing you from making a mistake. Now you cannot park your car in the same place and the thief who wanted to steal it cannot find it. Perhaps you are lucky because only your parking place was stolen, not your car.

Is your neighbour an indifferent person? Keep the neighbourhood clean on his behalf and do it with humor, without complaining, but considering yourself a big hero who solves the problems caused by others without fighting and creating worse problems.

Go buy a new cup for you, because a new cup has the symbolic meaning of a new time in your life. Something different in your routine may help you feel better!

Give good explanations for whatever happens to you, justify people’s actions or simply make fun of what is wrong because nothing should be able to eliminate your good disposition and courage.

On the other hand, your good disposition and intelligence will easily eliminate your anger and nervousness in all situations.

This way, you will always be fine and happy and give wise lessons to many people!

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.

Learn more at: http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and http://www.booksirecommend.com

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Have you submitted Your own dreams for Free professional dream interpretation and psychotherapy?

Don’t waste time! This is a limited offer, only for this summer.

A single dream is not enough. We need a series of dreams in order to understand what is happening to the dreamer and to understand the guidance of the wise unconscious mind that produces our dreams.

So, write down your dreams every day if you want to see results for your efforts.  Your dreams and their special messages should be really important to you!

You need to start right now so you will have enough time to submit many dreams. If you put off this opportunity, time will pass and you won’t be able to send me anything…

Go to http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and learn more.

Christina Sponias

Chronology of Pre-Civil War Afghanistan

This is not intended to be a comprehensive history, but rather an indication of the consistent conflict and strife that has occurred in Afghanistan throughout history.

 

 

 

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522 BC--486 BC

 

 

 Persian Empire takes Afghanistan, but is plagued by constant tribal revolts.

329 BC--326 BC

Alexander the Great takes Afghanistan, tribal revolts continue.

1st century AD--3rd century AD
Kushan Empire arises and expands throughout the region...

 1954--1961
The U.S. rejects Afghanistan's request to buy military equipment to modernize the army. Prime Minister Prince Mohammad Daoud Khan turns to the USSR for aid. The issue between Pakistan and Afghanistan over Pashtunistan flares up in both 1955 and 1961. Afghanistan grows closer to the USSR.
1965
The Communist (Maoist) Party of Afghanistan, after the election of its leader, Babrak Karmal, instigate riots.
1973
Mohammad Zahir Shah is deposed in a military coup supported by Mohamad Daoud Khan and the Communist Party of Afghanistan. Daoud abolishes the monarchy and declares himself President.

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1978

  

In a bloody Communist coup, Daoud is killed and Nur Mohammad Taraki seizes power, with Babrak Karmal as his Deputy Prime Minister. Mass arrests and tortures take place, Taraki signs a friendship treaty with the USSR and the Mujahideen movement is formed.
1979
Soviet invasion of Afghanistan occurs to prop up the Afghan Communist Party, the Peoples Democratic Party of Afghanistan (PDPA). Mujahideen attacks escalate.
In fact, factions within the People's Democratic Party of Afghanistan, were in conflict during the Soviet occupation. The largely Pashtoon Khalq ("Masses") faction, was led by Nur Mohammad Taraki and Hafizullah Amin, and clashed with the Iranian-speaking Parcham ("Banner") faction, led by Babrak Karmal. Taraki had had a long-standing relationship with the KGB, but was increasingly perceived as being "painfully vain", referring to himself as the "Great Leader of the April Revolution" and even made the heretical claim that this act was on a par with, if not greater to, the Bolshevik October Revolution. The KGB found the Parcham leader far easier to deal with. He was educated, sociable and more flexible. On October 10, 1998, it was reported that Taraki had "died yesterday morning of a serious illness", a euphemism for his removal from power. The KGB also fomented the existing feuds betweens the various mujahideen groups, reducing their effectiveness.
Afghanistan is a has experienced many conflicts. A crossroads for Human migration, invasion, and conquest have made Afghanistan a highly heterogeneous nation. Though dominated by the Pushtun peoples (42%), many other ethnic groups are present. These include the Tajiks (27%), Hazaras (9%), Uzbeks (9%), Aimak (4%), Turkmen (3%), and a number of smaller groups scattered across the country. Religion also plays its part — 80% of the people are Sunni Muslims while the remaining 20% are Shia, predominantly the Hazaras. Though each speak their own language, and have their own customs and culture, each group also speaks one or both of the official languages of Afghanistan, Dari or Pushtu. Tribal and intra-tribal rivalries, feuds and conflicts have made conflict a common thread of life in Afghanistan...

    

 

 

 

Amnesia or the lack of memory is sad and troublesome. Many times in your life you can get in difficult situations only because you don’t remember an important person’s name or something else that is much more important, such as the name of a medicine.

You should write everything you can if you have this problem. Be organized and careful.

The reason for the existence of amnesia is the existence of very traumatic experiences; in other words, this condition has a protective function. It appears when there is a trauma that the person wishes to forget, but this is not a conscious function. It works without the participation of the human conscience. For example, when someone suffers a disaster or something terrible happens in one’s life, amnesia protects him or her from remembering the horrible scenes or situations that he or she saw or lived.

Amnesia can have a psychological reason that cannot be logically justified if we ignore what is happening in the psychic sphere of the affected person. In this case, I recommend psychotherapy through dream interpretation with the unique and correct method of dream translation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by me. I continued Jung’s research in the unknown psyche, where craziness remains, and I discovered the existence of the wild conscience.

This wild, violent and evil content often obliges the unconscious that produces the dreams in order to protect us from craziness, to provoke amnesia to the human conscience in order to protect it from the memories projected by the wild side.

If your problem is not so serious, but you keep forgetting many important details and many things you must remember, here are my directions to help you improve your memory until you become able to remember everything you need and even what is not necessary:

1. Associations

The best way to remember names and difficult words is through associations. For example, if a person’s name is Walter Miller. In order to remember this name you have to think about a word that reminds it… How about “watermelon?” This way, the similar sounding word will help you remember the real name of the person. (If you don’t actually remember the real name of the person but you quickly say the substitute word that you associated with their name when you meet them, they will have the impression that you said their real name…)

The same tactic can be used for other things as well: you simply should associate names, substantives, titles, etc., with words easy to remember.

2. Attention

When you hear or read something important, pay attention to it. Say to yourself: “now this person is saying this and I should remember it” or “now I’m reading the most important part of the text, I have to keep it in my memory.”

3. Repetition

Repeat several times the words or sentences you have to learn, but not without thinking like a parrot. Think about what you are saying, visualize the things that you are repeating in your mind, and be in contact with what you are trying to memorize.

4. Make a Summary

Rewrite the most important parts of what you are trying to learn. Make a summary with the essence and keep it in mind. You don’t have to remember all the details. You can write them in your own words. Only the essence of what you are trying to remember must be memorized.

5. Exercise

Try to remember many things, even if you don’t need to. If you keep your mind working, you become more intelligent and your memory will be excellent!

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.

Learn more at: http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and http://www.booksirecommend.com

Click below to download your copy of the Free ebook
Beating Depression and Craziness

Article Source: http://EzineArticles.com/?expert=Christina_Sponias

Have you submitted Your own dreams for Free professional dream interpretation and psychotherapy?

Don’t waste time! This is a limited offer, only for this summer.

A single dream is not enough. We need a series of dreams in order to understand what is happening to the dreamer and to understand the guidance of the wise unconscious mind that produces our dreams.

So, write down your dreams every day if you want to see results for your efforts.  Your dreams and their special messages should be really important to you!

You need to start right now so you will have enough time to submit many dreams. If you put off this opportunity, time will pass and you won’t be able to send me anything…

Go to http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and learn more.

Christina Sponias

I think I have offended a blogger named Vlad Zablotskyy. I impulsively wrote that he seemed like a Spammer because when I went to his site I saw flashing black banners and vaguely remember seeing a dollar sign somewhere on the page.

I lost around 40 followers on Twitter in five minutes and I am no longer following around the same amount. I wonder if people can actually make you stop following them.

I feel bad about this. I don't like hurting people offline, and I almost never name-call. These same rules should apply to my online life.

From now on they will.

I just lost two hours of my life that I can't get back, and the problem still isn't solved. How do you handle frustrations like this:

Buy HP deskjet black ink cartridge for my printer at home. Bring it home. Install. Print 10 pages just fine. Go to sleep. Try to print 2 more the next morning but the black ink is first faint then gone. Take out cartridge and shake it. look at contacts. Determine they are just fine. Try several times. No luck. Determine I must have bought a bad HP cartridge. Call the 800 number. Listen to the options and find none really fit. Choose the printer problems. Describe my printer. Get told its ancient (born in 2000) and not covered. Explain, patiently, that I don't have a printer problem. I have a defective cartridge. Get transferred, Wait...., explain it all anew to the next person. Get transferred again. Wait....., start explaining it to the new person only to be disconnected somehow.

Call back after dinner. Do the same thing as above (less patiently), get put on hold. Put phone on speaker phone. Do dishes, clean kitchen. After 1 hour, hang up and go swimming with my son.

This morning. Do the hp.com chat with a tech. from a local coffeeshop (I only have dialup at home). Describe the whole thing. Another hour later after less patiently telling them that I KNOW it is a defective ink cartridge and would they please just replace it, I'm asked to find some small print on the cartridge that tells that it expired in 2007! I should go back to Walmart, says the tech, and ask for a replacement. If I don't get satisfaction, I should call back and they will kindly redirect me to the right dept.

Problem. I can't from the recpt from last Friday. I probably threw it away and thus threw away 2 plus hours of my time and the 40 dollars for the cartridge.

I'm happy that I didn't curse. I was respectful but firm and direct with the hp.com person. But I'd like to tell SOMEONE off. It would seem hp has done a masterful job at getting people to follow protocol, but that means they stop thinking.

Of course, my complaining here probably shows some immaturity on my part. In the scheme of things this isn't a problem. I have food and water and no one is trying to kill me. I can afford another cartridge...

The torched body lies in the dirt, at the side of the road. Maybe it is a man; upturned, with charred hands and legs turned into claws, the face melted away to reveal yellow buckteeth, it looks more like a rodent. The charcoal skull is hatched with blade marks, perhaps the cause of death.

This is The Economist's description of the violent images on display at the "Kenya Burning" exhibition at Nairobi's Go-Down arts centre. The centre is markedly trans-tribal and has turned some of the capital's poorest youths into brilliant dancers as well as artistic creators and has up until May been displaying an out-of-the-ordinary exhibition reminding Kenyans of the horrific human rights' violations taking place after the presidential election in December.

Judy Ogana and Joy Mboya, the show's curators, decided to go forth with the exhibition despite debates whether it was too soon to remind Kenyans of the crisis, when at least 1 200 people were killed and more than 300 000 displaced. 

Arranged chronologically, from the calm lines of voters on the December 27th polling day through the fires and lynchings in the horrific weeks that followed, the harrowing images recall just how close Kenya came to anarchy. The curators say the stream of ordinary Kenyans visiting the show has created a new sense of nationhood, with "loads of tears and very heartfelt reflection".

Interestingly enough not one Kenyan politician has visited the show. This has prompted calls by Kenyan artists for the images to be displayed in Parliament, even, say the feistiest, in the members' dining-room. Which, I must say, I would love to see.

Ms Ogana's and Ms Mboya's courageous exhibition puts the spotlight on the need for not only global recognition of the human rights but a global understanding of the importance of the declaration, which clearly is yet to come.. 

-- Kajsa, Admin Twende Twende
admin.twende.twende@gmail.com

While common psychiatrists and psychologists examine many cases superficially, I examine only a few cases, but very well. I follow each drama, for years, being near each patient like a friend. I am, in fact, like a nun. Religiosity is indispensable when we deal with terror. And of course, a tragic suicide of a young mother means terror and despair for her husband’s and her child’s life…

Terror also for her brother and her nephew’s life, besides her mother’s life and so on… Such an unexpected fact means terror for everyone. Their lives ended with her suicide.

It was unexpected. She was working as a dentist and had normally marked consults with her clients on Monday, but on Saturday she committed suicide, jumping from the terrace of her building, while she seemed to be happy with her husband.

This fact was more than shocking for everyone that knew her… I knew her brother very well, who was my patient, because his wife abandoned him and his son. This was a problematic family… But they seemed to be common people, polite, with social prestige, money, a good appearance, good reputation, etc. Nobody could ever imagine that this family would have these problems… They seemed to be balanced and happy people, at the beginning of their lives.

I also had a neighbour who committed suicide jumping from his terrace, which was on the top floor. He was a lawyer, also working, with many appointments for the next day. He didn't have financial problems, but he had had an affair and before jumping he had hurt (superficially) a woman’s face with a knife.

Another neighbour knew his story and told me everything…
He lived in the building, to the left of mine. When I went to the terrace of my apartment after hearing all the noise of the ambulances, I saw the police carrying a woman in a stretcher. I didn't see the lawyer, because he didn't jump in sight of the street – he jumped on the back side of the building, falling in the building’s garden.

I saw the marks of the dentist, who fell in the front part of her building, while her husband went to the car in order to bring the fresh milk he had forgotten there.

She passed near the baby and his toys, before jumping, but she had the courage to go to the terrace and abandon the kid, who was a very sweet and quiet boy. He was a beautiful angel with brown hair and blue eyes, who was always smiling.

His father said that he was a rare child, that slept well, would eat and stay quietly without complaining. He was a baby that almost never cried.

This was her second marriage, after a first marriage without children because her first husband could not have kids. So, the baby she had with her second husband, who loved her very much, was the realisation of a dream, a fulfilment that should only make her very happy.

She seemed to be happy… however, craziness dominated her mind gradually, as I could understand examining her life in detail and examining her husband’s dreams, which were giving us information about her character.

I saw my Uncle Leonid shouting in the streets, drunk and crazy, whereas before he had been a consul, with a very important social position, respected by everyone. He had a very good heart, but his personality was very strange.

He was extremely generous, and he wanted very much to be good to everyone, but he made many mistakes because he followed his psychological type. His type was the introverted psychological type based on intuitions, the most complicated psychological type that exists. It is very hard for anyone to define this type’s ideals, because it is too complex.

The introverted psychological type based on intuitions cannot get adapted to the reality in which he lives. He can only keep his mental health for life if he becomes an artist, otherwise he will certainly become a victim of neurosis or worse.

My adored uncle became hysterical. He had panic attacks and various other problems with his health.

He somehow recuperated his conscious mind however, and we had many discussions, after the shock.

He suffered very much… His failure was due to craziness, because he became too absurd. He seemed to be absurd from the beginning to my eyes, when I first met him. I was only 15 years old (I first met him after the accident I suffered at this age, when I was almost 16 years old). He lived in Sweden and I lived in Brazil, but I travelled with my mother to Europe six months after the accident, and after visiting Greece we went to Calmar, in Sweden, where Uncle Leonid lived with his family.

It was our destiny to meet each other again in Greece, where we lived near one another for certain period of time, since our family is Greek.

I decide to live in Greece after going back to Brazil, but he decided to go back to Sweden, where he lived and died, near my aunt and cousins.

Craziness was always something I was afraid of, because my father was schizophrenic. Only with me, that had his facial features, was he very kind. With my mother and everyone else he was a monster. He pretended to be very kind however, and nobody could imagine that he was a true demon if they didn't know him very well, because he was very gentle.

He had a lot of money and people obeyed him, even though he was absurd.

His implications and demands were very strange. He was always suspicious of everyone. He didn't let us open the door to anyone at night, no matter if it was our neighbour and we knew him very well.

Craziness is very strange. It can attack anyone, at any time.

My other very tragic example is the suicide of my adored friend Arnold, who was like a brother to me. We belonged to the same gang of friends when we were teens.

He suddenly became psychotic when he was 20 years old, and committed suicide when he turned 26, after psychiatric psychotherapy with “heavy medicine” as he described it to me in his letters. I was living in Athens, while he remained in Sao Paulo, our home town. My mother helped his family, because she stayed longer in Sao Paulo, while I went back to Greece.

These are only a few examples… The truth is that more than too many people in this world become victims of craziness everyday, because the human being inherits a wild conscience that tries to destroy his human conscience through craziness, because it is schizophrenic.

Craziness exists “a priori” in the human brain. We are already born with a schizophrenic content in our psyche and if we don’t transform it into a positive part of our human conscience through psychotherapy, we become victims for this absurd content that exists in the anti-conscience, our primitive and evil conscience, which can easily destroy our humanity through craziness.

The crazy person becomes a cruel monster, because they lose their human sensitivity. This is not their fault, however, because they inherit this absurd content in their psyche.

Some people have more tendency towards craziness than others. Everything depends on the person’s psychological type and conditions of life.

If you want to be prudent and stay far from craziness, despair and terror, start caring about your dreams and learn how to translate them according to the scientific method.

If you don’t have time to learn, send me your dreams for professional translation. You may even take advantage of my summer offer – I’m offering free professional translation for this summer only. Learn more about it at my site.

You have to care about your mental health and protect it while you can, because you don’t know how much power the wild anti-conscience has on your psyche.

If all the people I mentioned had translated their dreams, they would have been guided by the unconscious mind and cured for sure, before they had arrived to the point of completely losing their human conscience.

Our dreams can save our mental health, but there is only one method that can help us achieve this aim: the scientific method of dream interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by me, who continued his research in the unknown region of the psyche.

You can prevent depression, craziness and suicidal thoughts only by translating the meaning of your dreams and following the guidance you receive from the unconscious mind, which produces your dreams exactly in order to give you precious information about you, your life, other people and the world where you are, so that your mental health will be protected and your personality will be completely developed.

This way you’ll become more intelligent, your balance and mental health will be guaranteed, and you’ll be able to live peacefully and happily for life.

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.
Learn more at: http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and http://www.booksirecommend.com
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Beating Depression and Craziness
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Were I not so amused by your brash and ignorant youth, I would have scoffed at your challenge and a dandelion seed you would remain, forgotten immediately! But, tis true, I did overtly speak in rude tones of your lady friend there. I am not surprised of your reaction. A young man does many a foolish thing for the chance to touch the milky soft chesticles of a stunning jezebel such as her. I nearly see a bit of myself in you, displaying your virility with your audacious attempt to do battle with me. The difference, young rogue, is that I knew my opponents and I knew not to pick a fight I surely could not win.

That said, let us discuss the duel. I am nearly champing at the bit to scrap with you. It shall be for me to choose the weapons. Pistols at dawn? A pistol is a man's weapon, not a toy for a petulant children such as you. Crossbows at dusk? Perhaps, but I fear your waify arms could not handle the weight. Muskets at high tea? I suppose we can be less civilized; we may as well throw rocks at each other or combat with sledge hammers. No, we shall at duel noon, with the greatest invention of the modern era: spicy Italian hoagies.

You seem confused! You issued the challenge to duel, that means I choose our implements. Spicy Italain hoagies are they. In more ways than one, they deliver a death most delicious. Dost you refuse? Sir, I promise you, these will be the tastiest hoagies you will have ever had. Of course, the flavor explosion will come moments before you arrive at the River Styx, so bring some change for Charon. I have provided for him many passengers! You know, it is what makes death all the more cruel, knowing you will never again have a sandwich stacked of Genoa ham, salami, capicola, mortadella, and provolone on a soft Italian roll with lettuce, tomato, onion, pickled peppers and just enough oil and vinegar to noticeably stain your pantaloons.

You hesitate. Clearly you just issue challenges to men and boys alike, never considering the consequences until you suffer them. You are impetuous, unthinking. Now, faced with your mortality, you find regret in your life's choices; you wish to take them back. Were I not faced with dishonoring my father's name, perhaps I could overlook this. But a child like you needs to face his fate and answer to his mistakes. That answer comes to you as a foot-long of epic taste.

You ask this streetwalker to appeal for your life? That is nearly precious, if it not so desperate and pathetic. What say you, young harlot? Spare his life? Allow the father of your child to live?

Perhaps in death, this knave can teach his boy a lesson about minding himself and knowing his place in the world. Haha, the fable of his father can sit on the shelf next to Aesop's! Every evening he can read about his father's demise, brought on by his youthful boldness, by an appetizing sub!

Mmm, I do not discount your point. No one, even I, can be born with the wisdom I am trying to impart. It is possible I also learned the same lesson I seek to teach this scalawag, but clearly the circumstances were not so deadly.

It is done. I will spare you both humiliation and death, young man. This loose wench delivers onto you a second life. I pray that you do not squander it as easily as the first. Surely my father, of the house of Quizno, would see honor in granting you a chance at becoming a better man, instead of cutting you down like the wimpering scamp you are. Now, perhaps we can put this behind us and enjoy a frothy brew and share stories of conquests and lost loves, of adventures across foreign lands, and the savory sandwiches we have encountered. Haha, oh dear boy, the delectable spicy Italian hoagies I have seen!

Rock Band 2 is set to come out in September 08' for the 360 and supposedly later on in the year for other consoles... so Jen, it's up to you to get it first lol cuz I'm not buying a 360... although I should. I'm way overdue, but they're still so expensiveeeee. I still haven't even gotten Rock Band for Wii... the drums are so pretty in white. But the bitches are sold separately and cost $80 on their own so its like more than when Rock Band was a all in one huge box when it first came out cuz the Guitar itself is like... $70 and then the game is like $50 so thats like $200 and I believe when Rock Band first came out it was $130? $160? so... yeah... burnin holes in my pocket here.

So I tried to talk to Kyle about something Luis and I talked about regarding my apartment. Before anything could get started he started jumping to conclusions and assumed I had done something horrible with Luis, which set me off right away especially since he wouldn't admit that he was accusing me or assuming that I had done something when he said "What happened, tell me straight up". I tried to tell him that luis wanted to move in with me and that I had a couple issues with it obviously but I also wanted to help him out and so did my Mom. I explained to him that nothing would ever happen between us for various reasons and that he wouldn't be home often at all anyways. At least, this is what I TRIED to explain to him but the entire time he was being irrational and emotional and ignoring what I was saying and trying to say. He said that it doesnt matter, that the fact that Im considering it is bad enough, that I wasn't considering his feelings and didn't care if it bothered him and that Luis can go live with anyone and that no bf would let their gf live with their ex.

Now. If I hadn't cared, I wouldn't have told him or tried to talk to him in the first place. I would have just let it happen without him knowing, which I'm sure many would agree is worse. And I tried to tell him that but it meant nothing. I also tried to tell him that Ex's can sometimes be really good friends with each other despite a breakup and that not every single person is as emotional and jealous as he is. I also tried to tell him that despite the fact that I hate Luis, I'm still a nice person and am willing to help the person I used to care deeply for. I tried to tell him that it wasn't a definite thing, and we were still ironing out some things and that ultimately it was my decisions whether or not I was fine with him living with me.

I tried to tell him so many things but he just went on and on and on ignoring everything I said and only cared about his feelings, his opinions and what he was saying. Which is ridiculous. In an argument or fight, try to be mature about it and hear both sides. But no... he started (get this--- he started calling me names first!) calling me immature, irrational, and a joke and ultimately broke up with me! I'm like... wow wtf?

I mean I don't really care that he broke up with me because I know that our relationship was going to end sooner or later because he was just far too emotional and girly for me. But I didn't think it would end in THAt manner. It was pathetic too cuz then he said he would miss me and the good times we had. If you are going to miss it then why end it, you know? If he would stop crying about his feelings he would have been a man about things and thought rationally and logically and trusted me more. but the fact of the mater is, he's just a baby and is far too jealous and emotional for me to deal with. Unfortunately, Luis was right once again.

Now, I know it's weird that I might not mind Luis moving in. We have a lot of history, most of it bad, and its true, I do hate him. But at the same time, I'm not that much of a cold heartless bitch. He needs a break in his life, my Mom wanted to extend a helping hand and offer him to move in for a minimal rent fee and thats it. Luis and I talked and he said he wouldnt invite any girls over, especially Jessica, because he knows thats our only issue. We would respect each other's privacy, and each other in general and he woudn't try anything with me because if anything were to happen between us, we can't possibly be living together because Luis and I are the same in that when we date someone, if we see them every day of every second of our lives, it would drive us insane. We were trying to be adults about it and prevent as many fights as possible by talking about this and he said that ultimately it's my decision and to make sure to run it by Kyle and make sure he understands cuz of its not okay with him, Luis isn't gonna move in.

Everything was fine. But here's the rich thing about it. no mater how many times I had said that Luis might not move in and it wasn't definite, it didn't matter. And it turns out that Luis can't move in regardless of how great the offer is because he has an obligation to Rob, his YGO buddy, to move in with him for a bit and help him out. So Luis isn't going to move in.

So Kyle overreacted for nothing and broke up with me for nothing, called me a callous bitch, immature, a joke, and irrational, and said I'm not what he's looking for in a gf because I'm considering moving in with my ex.

Phail. Epic phail. THats like beyond epic phail. And yeah, I told him and he didn't care. He said, once again "the fact that youre considering it is bad enough" So yeah. so stupid.

But for the record... I don't care. I wanted it to end for a while cuz I knew from the start he was far too emotional for me. Oh and get this, various times through out the argument he made it apparent that he wanted to change who I was by saying things like "I wanted you to act unlike yourself" and saying he expected me to act a certain way if he did something and wanting me to sleep over all the time and he knows quite well Im not the type that enjoys PDA, cuddling, being affectionate or anything like that. I'm just me, don't change it! So I told him to stop being a girl.... and he tells me to be more like one.

uhm. I'm not changing who I am for anybody but myself. If you cant handle being with a girl thats more of a boy than you are and is more logical than emotional, than thats not my problem and you need to grow a pair. Here, I'll lend you mine! Jesus christ. Why do I end up with the emotional drama queens as bfs?

But anyways, whatever. So that means Saturday Im not going to NY which sucks. He's not sure he can be friends with me. God. Sounds like such a girl.

You have to forgive yourself first of all, because you were dominated by the wild part of your conscience, which is very violent and cruel. You could not control your behavior—your thoughts were not really yours. It was not your fault. You are only an animal and you have no idea of how your mind works. You have no idea how much the anti-conscience (your primitive, wild conscience that didn’t pass through the process of consciousness and is totally absurd) influences your behavior and your decisions. You are too ignorant.

After forgiving yourself for your very serious mistakes, you will need to think about how you can correct them. Of course, most serious mistakes cannot be corrected. We wish we could go back in time and simply correct what happened, but often there is no possible correction.

However, you have to think that life goes on, that everything continues, and that you have to continue too, which can give miraculous solutions to what seemingly cannot be solved.

Think. What could you do for the person or the people that you hurt? How could you compensate them for all the damage you caused?

First of all, if there is money involved in the case, you have to pay for the damages without resistance and without delay.

If the problem is even worse because it cannot be solved with money, give money anyway. Even though it means nothing, it’s a sign that you recognize your fault. Give money, especially if you have a lot. Throw money on the table, saying that you know very well that you cannot pay for all the damages you caused even with all the money in the world, but that you are giving it because you know the people you hurt have many needs. You want to do something to somehow compensate them for what cannot be forgiven.

If money would be considered an insult because your mistake was very serious, give a present to your enemies. Do something practical and give them something substantial, always with the same spirit of regret.

Recognize your faults. Admit you were an irrational animal and that you cannot understand how you could be so irresponsible. Blame yourself for everything, without defending yourself at any point.

When you apologize, you are not going to mention that your wild side or other people influenced you. You are not going to blame someone else for what happened. You are going to assume that you are the worse sinner on this planet, without excuses.

This way your enemies will abandon their weapons, because they won’t have to attack you and tell you how wrong you were—you are telling them that, before they can start complaining.

You must exaggerate. If you did only one thing wrong, start blaming yourself for other problems that happened because of your actions. Look for ways to blame yourself for all the horrors of this world, showing to your enemies that you are really devastated because you made this terrible mistake—so devastated that you feel like the worse murderer in human history.

You must be sincere. If you simply pretend you’re sorry, your enemies will notice it.

There is a special facial expression a human being takes when he or she is really sorry. You cannot be an actor.

So, when you talk about how horrible you feel, even if you cannot feel bad at that moment, think about how horrible the situation is and how bad it will be if you fail again and ask for forgiveness. Think about sad things that will make you feel very sad when you show your regret.

If your enemies won’t forgive you, they will be the monsters.

You will become a big hero who had the courage to recognize your mistakes and assume responsibility for them.

And your enemies will forgive you, even if they don’t do so immediately.

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.

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Have you submitted Your own dreams for Free professional dream interpretation and psychotherapy?

Don’t waste time! This is a limited offer, only for this summer.

A single dream is not enough. We need a series of dreams in order to understand what is happening to the dreamer and to understand the guidance of the wise unconscious mind that produces our dreams.

So, write down your dreams every day if you want to see results for your efforts. Your dreams and their special messages should be really important to you!
You need to start right now so you will have enough time to submit many dreams. If you put off this opportunity, time will pass and you won’t be able to send me anything…

Go to http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and learn more.

Christina Sponias

Okay, crap. Okay. Okay, his shoulders and arms are pretty big, so if he hits me in the face it's really going to hurt. Okay, if that happens DO NOT CRY. Man up and take it.

His midsection is exposed, but I think he's ready for that. Damn it to hell.

Jesus, it looks like I'm getting what's coming to me. Maybe not with this guy, because all I did was laugh at him when I bumped into his girlfriend and she spilled her cosmo (was it a cosmo?) on his nice shirt. Sure, a dick move, but it's not like I meant to do it. And he looked ridiculous; it was hysterical!

Maybe his neck? I just see muscle and veins, I don't think his throat's even vulnerable. Christ, this guy is a damn body builder.

Well, I guess I deserve this any way you look at it. This could be for all the times I took money out of the children's cancer donation jar at the drug store. Yeah, it netted me only $18.45 over the course of 6 months, but that was pretty damn awful just on principle. Or it could have been for that 3 month stretch when I pretended to be blind at the YMCA just so I could "accidentally" walk into the women's locker room. All that background and careful set up just to pull it off once. Taking away my membership and fining me $1,000 was not enough for karma, it seems.

Okay, stand up straight, let this guy know you're not some cowering simp. Back up a little, he's moving closer to you. Is his eye twitching? Gouge the eye, maybe? But if I tried that and failed, it would only enrage him further and I'd be in an ambulance in minutes. I'd pretty much count on bleeding all over the place. Oh, I could use some levity! Hey man, you don't want to knock me around too bad. That cosmo will come out, but try getting B negative out of silk!

Yikes, I don't think he'd find that funny, or anything else for that matter. Look over at the girlfriend, maybe she will sympathize. Hey, look over here! Christ, make eye contact with me, lady! Your man is about to smash me and you're looking through your cell phone contacts! What the hell, a guy bumps into you and spills your drink and five seconds later you're already calling one of your skanky friends to complain about it? You lousy bitch, I hope he beats you next.

See, there I go again. Making assumptions about people and just getting all ragey about it. No wonder this guy is going to rearrange my face, I'm a terrible person! I definitely have this coming!

Don't you cry now, he hasn't even touched you. All right, what are my options? The exit's behind him, so I can't run. Should I use this other guy as a shield? No, he'll just team up with Johnny Roids here and then I'm doubly screwed. There's always the kick to the groin, but that's such a pussy move. I couldn't do that to another guy unless he has a knife or something. See also my other point about enraging him further.

Okay, in the next life, don't be so quick to judge others. Don't talk suggestively to the Hooters girls and think you're so damn clever, because they've heard it all before. Don't make fun of other people, even if they have little Jew-y haircuts. Don't pour water all over your neighbors' walkways in the middle of the night in the winter. Don't make calls to 900 numbers on your mom's neighbor's phone; just because she's laid up and can't move doesn't mean you can sneak in and run up her phone bill. Don't call your 11 year-old brother a faggot in front of his classmates when he brings you to fill in for "Father's Career Day." For chrissakes, you're 32 years old! Rethink ever pulling a strawberry shortcake on your girlfriend. And don't take your friend's car without asking and return it with vomit in the back seat. Boy oh boy, I'm the worst person I know!

He's cocking his fist back, this is it! Okay, make some fists, get ready to dodge this thing. Maybe he's not that fast! He's a lumbering monster, I should probably stay low.

"Let's do this, retard."

WOW, WHY DID I SAY THAT?! It's too late to apologize for everything now! Oh God, here it comes! Remember, don't cry! Just know you absolutely deserve this! Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!---*

You only have to write down your dreams. Write them down and wait. When you have around 5 dreams in your notebook or PC file, you will start to understand how to interpret them because you can relate the messages you received. This will be the beginning. Continue writing your dreams every day, and after many dreams, you’ll see the complete picture of what is happening in your psyche and around you.

Of course, it is essential to have a glossary with the dream symbols, which have been elucidated according to the scientific method of dream interpretation discovered by the psychiatrist and psychologist Carl Jung. I am a writer and have improved this method and can provide you a relevant glossary in my ebook, while Jung was too ignorant to do so. I continued his research and discovered that craziness is actually caused by the anti-conscience, which is untamed and very violent.

Only someone who is not a psychologist or psychiatrist could discover the existence of this wild conscience (anti-conscience) because all scientists follow the same basis for their research. However, their foundation is wrong. The same thing happened when the human beings believed that Earth was flat, whereas it turned out to be actually spherical. They looked for solutions based on the wrong impression about the Earth and therefore, none of their conclusions were correct.

All psychiatrists and psychologists believe that our conscience is right and we have to do what it tells us, even if we accept advice from someone else. Most people in our world think exactly the same.

However, my discoveries obtained by interpreting dreams revealed that the human conscience is absurd, ignorant and idiotic whereas the unconscious that produces our dreams is wise and saintly. Jung had concluded that the human being should listen to the advice of the unconscious mind but always do what one’s own conscience decides.

He thought that the wise unconscious that produces dreams to cure us from depression and craziness would also cause craziness. This is because Jung could not find another explanation, and he was afraid to continue investigating this finding. He accepted ignorance and stopped his research at a certain point. He was guided by the unconscious as well because he was not ready to learn the entire truth.

My research was not based only on the previous notions of the scientific world but also on the facts that I observed as a poetess. In addition, I could observe the works of many scientists that were consistent with each other, and all these resources revealed the same reality. Therefore, I abandoned the rule of my own conscience and followed only the directions I received in my dreams and symbols of daily life (that can be interpreted like dreams) that were sent by the wise and saintly unconscious mind.

No scientist would ever agree to do so; however, I did this because I clearly saw how crazy the human conscience was and I understood that far more craziness could originate only from the conscience and not from the unconscious as Jung mistakenly believed. Only the conscience shows us several signs of craziness and not the perfect unconscious mind that works like a doctor.

This is why I discovered that the human being is basically a monster and that one has to tame this violent nature and learn how to live peacefully, respect others and help them, so that one is happy and everyone in this world is happy too.

The other factor that the scientists ignore is that happiness is impossible on Earth because of the terror and violence that exist here. Terror destroys everything. This is why schizophrenia and psychosis and all the terrible mental illnesses that torture our population exist. Everything starts in our own psyche, which worsens in the crazy world we live in.

Everything in our world pushes us towards the labyrinth of craziness, helping the anti-conscience destroy our conscience completely. It is completely impossible to cure schizophrenia, psychosis or any mental illness in a world governed by terrorism, violence, immorality, corruption, greed, hypocrisy and futility.

If everything in our world is absurd, how can our population be balanced, calm and happy?

On the other hand, if the human being is a monster that has to be tamed and taught wisdom, how could one create a world that would be different than one’s own nature? One could only create a hell characterized by poverty, prostitution, wars, cruelty and indifference to human pain.

The solution for humanity and especially for each individual is dream interpretation, which is synonymous with craziness prevention. Everyone must prevent craziness as soon as possible, since it already exists in our psyche and even characterizes our conscience. With the invasion of the anti-conscience into the conscience, one becomes crazier, until one gets lost in the labyrinth of craziness.

We see dreams every time we sleep because the wise unconscious tries to save us when we sleep from the inherent craziness, so that the anti-conscience cannot invade our minds. The unconscious sends us mysterious messages that we have to learn how to decipher because if they could be easily understood by our conscience, the anti-conscience would understand them as well and distort them. We would then have no protection against craziness.

Depression is a warning that craziness is coming or that it has already arrived. You have to do something to change your life and behavior; otherwise, your depression can become a neurosis, which can easily worsen in a very short period of time if you do not treat yourself.

You need not go anywhere or pay any doctor. The wise unconscious is your doctor, the best that you could ever find. You only have to write down your dreams daily and relate them and study their meaning after translating dream symbols into words. You also have to follow its guidance to completely develop your conscience, forever eliminating the anti-conscience.

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.
Learn more at: http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and http://www.booksirecommend.com

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Have you submitted Your own dreams for Free professional dream interpretation and psychotherapy?

Don’t waste time! This is a limited offer, only for this summer.

A single dream is not enough. We need a series of dreams in order to understand what is happening to the dreamer and to understand the guidance of the wise unconscious mind that produces our dreams.

So, write down your dreams every day if you want to see results for your efforts. Your dreams and their special messages should be really important to you!
You need to start right now so you will have enough time to submit many dreams. If you put off this opportunity, time will pass and you won’t be able to send me anything…

Go to  http://www.scientificdreaminterpretation.com and learn more.

Christina Sponias

There are many reasons why they may feel this way, especially if they don’t have emotional support from their parents.

On the other hand, the world where we all live is totally crazy, cruel and indifferent to human pain. Here, only those who have money, have power and are respected by others because they are afraid of them; and justice is only poetry, that doesn’t exist in reality.

Here, everyone is selfish and cares only for his or her own happiness… Here, nobody cares for anything that is not immediately connected to their personal lives. Nobody accepts sacrifice, nobody forgives anyone and nobody helps others when too much effort is needed. Here, nobody helps anyone first of all, unless it is for the good of their image, business and family.

Here, goodness is a fairy tale and happiness, an impossible dream to come true.

Why? Because the human being is cruel.

This is why we live in a world governed by terrorism, violence and immorality and we observe so much despair, craziness, misery, crimes and horror everywhere, while the hypocrisy of those who are not affected by the worst consequences of the human absurdity, insist on being indifferent to human pain and to the destruction of our societies, civilization and planet.

Everyone has various psychological problems only because everyone inherits a wild conscience; very violent, that won’t be tamed by the conscious mind that has human characteristics and can understand human problems and forgive them.

Having such an absurd conscience and living in such an absurd world, the human being can only suffer very much, lost in profound despair.

Now, if we examine the life of everyone in this crazy world, what are we going to see? We are going to find parents that don’t care for their kids because they have personal problems and their marriage was a very big mistake they made when they were too young; or that several nervous reactions of the human psyche cannot be controlled by the human conscience unless the person passes through a process of indispensable psychotherapy.

We are going to realise that most people live running, without any money to spend on what they want or even to pay for their bills, which transforms their survival into a heroic battle.

We are going to see also that those who have the money, don’t have inner peace and do have various other problems that arise from the existence of abundance without any wisdom or sensitivity.

Sensitivity is the base of psychical health, not reasoning, as most people believe. Sensitivity, piety, compassion and comprehension are the signs of psychical health and balance, not aggression and indifference. We might observe these traits in the human being who can think and work and do many fantastic things, have technological power and constant progress in many fields, but is totally absurd, because he is cruel and this is why nothing really helps him to live better and be happy.

This is why the human being created this absurd world, where he basically suffers, besides being eluded by various ephemeral pleasures.

In order to overcome depression, panic attacks, self-abuse and suicidal tendencies, one has to be a hero. If you enter into such a chain of events that predetermines your behavior and the unavoidable consequences of your mistakes, you have to be resistant and fight against the anti-conscience. This is the wild side of your conscience that causes panic attacks and the self-abusive tendency; which is in fact a suicidal tendency - not as well camouflaged as usual, because when you injure your body your absurdity is visible.

You may be the victim of other people’s absurdity, but you are being absurd too.

Unfortunately, craziness and despair can only generate terror and panic.

How can you escape from this chain and regain your life, build your personality and save the world with your heroic example of salvation?

You need psychotherapy. The wise unconscious mind that produces your dreams is the best doctor you could ever find and is going to help you fight against the absurd tendencies imposed by the anti-conscience. This way you might win the battle in the end, and live free from depression and despair, in order to save humanity with your work and your generosity, because there are many people here that need support and relief, as much as you need it while you are still weak.

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.
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I had already explained myself in the entry and everything. Why does everybody jump to conclusions and assume the worst when I put the simple explanation RIGHT there in front of their faces? Ugh. Useless.

The scientific method of dream interpretation is really a magical solution that nobody could imagine possible. It is not merely a translation of dream symbols: it is pure psychotherapy, and the most effective existing craziness prevention.

Everyone needs it, precisely because there is too much absurdity accumulated in the wild part of the human conscience. The anti-conscience, our primitive conscience, is schizophrenic. It means that we are a priori crazy when we are born. The small part of our conscience that has human characteristics is too weak, compared to the huge, wild part of our conscience, which is very powerful and totally absurd.

This is why we need the guidance of the wise unconscious mind in our dreams and in symbols of our daily reality. Alone we will never win the battle against the strong anti-conscience.

We have to eliminate this enemy, so that we may live our lives the way we want.

What do you (and everyone else) want in life?

1.  Happiness

2.  Health

3.  Love

4.  Money

5.  Peace

You can have everything you want if you pay attention to the guidance you receive in your own dreams.

How is this possible?

You will simply have to add to your list the word “wisdom”, first of all.

With your wisdom, you are going to find happiness, psychical and physical health, the right person for you (so that you will always be loved and respected), make money thanks to your completely developed intelligence, have inner and external peace, avoid diseases and accidents and predict the future, being able to change the future development of what is not as you would wish.

The scientific method of dream interpretation provides you with an exact translation of the dream meanings, which works like psychotherapy, preventing the absurd content which exists in the wild side of your conscience, to invade and destroy the human side; besides helping you to completely develop the human side of your conscience. This is how you will acquire the wisdom you need in order to successfully solve all the problems in your life and be happy forever.

It doesn’t matter if you care about your dreams and take notes everyday, or if you only care about translating them occasionally, such as when you have had a particularly interesting or strange dream. 

At the very least, you must learn what the content of your psyche is and how you can protect yourself from the craziness you inherited in the wild part of your conscience. This is indispensable!

If however you are smarter and study your dreams, regularly translating their meaning, you will soon reach your aim, acquiring everything you need in order to be happy for life.    

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.

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Don’t waste time!

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You are too ignorant and life is very difficult. You need to develop your human conscience completely and become more intelligent, developing all your capacities. You may have many talents that are totally immersed in the wild side of your conscience, without use. You could be feeling wonderful now, if only you could use your hidden talents!

Everything is wasted if it belongs to the primitive side of your mind, that didn't pass through consciousness. You probably have heard that the human being uses only a small fraction of his brain. This is true unfortunately, and this is why he only suffers in life, making many silly mistakes and later facing their consequences.

If you want to have the confidence of always making good decisions you must develop your conscience without delay. This can be easily achieved through dream interpretation. You don't have to go anywhere in search of relief or pay anything to the wise unconscious mind that sends you informative and protective dreams. You only have to pay attention to your dreams and take notes, comparing one to another.

This occupation will be your best hobby. It will be like solving puzzles. When you have a complete image of what is happening to you, you will understand why you are depressed and what you have to do in order to find peace and happiness.

Translating the meaning of your dreams with the unique method that exactly translates their messages, you will develop completely the human side of your conscience, eliminating the wild side. This way, all your talents will appear on the surface, and will be active parts of your personality. You will be intelligent and self-confident, able to analyze reality and predict the future: a person that can only succeed, even when things are not the way you would like them to be.

You will transform what is bad and problematic into something useful and good, people that don't like you into your best friends, and even the entire world into a place where everyone will have the chance to be happy like you, thanks to your superior vision of life and your wise attitude.

Prevent Depression and Craziness through the scientific method of Dream Interpretation discovered by Carl Jung and simplified by Christina Sponias, a writer who continued Jung's research in the unknown region of the human psychic sphere.

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Picture courtesy of Shereen M

“You’re taking the elective?” Jo asked, as we were cruising along Recto on the eventual way to Meisic Mall. As I tilted my bag to the side to make room for the old lady that was sitting beside me, my mind shifted back, about an hour prior that, to a point where Rozz was asking me the same thing while we were discussing monostable multivibrators in digital electronics class, barely three hours after Ma’am Lot had informed us that the subject would be offered starting with a course orientation next Wednesday morning.

My mind shifted back further, to an instance, this time, where I was religiously reviewing my notes the other day, while overhearing two of my blockmates getting into a rather heated argument about power units.

“I’m telling you, volt-amperes is the same as watts,” one said rather haughtily.

The other, wanting to justify her own contentions, replied that he had it all wrong. “You see,” she explained, “volt-amperes is for apparent power, while watts is for real power. They’re not the same thing.”

For the next few minutes, they continued to argue, until finally, she challenged him to use the unit volt-ampere for the real power for the quiz the following day. “If you’re really confident that you’re right, why don’t you put it down on your test paper tomorrow? Use volt-amperes for real power, and watts for apparent (power). You say it’s just the same thing anyway. How about it? Fair enough?”

“Why would I risk putting that?” he answered. “I’ll have points deducted from me if I did that.”

“So you’re conceding that it’s not the same, is that it?” she asked him, winning the debate, in my mind, hands-down.

He flailed his hands, as though shooing some imaginary housefly. His body language told me he still believed that it was one and the same, although for some reason, he didn’t fight for his stand. “It’s not worth it,” he said finally.

“I’m not going,” I replied, realizing I had stayed quite silent for some time, then looking away, not wanting to discuss the failed prospect any further.

I’ve conveniently neglected the whole thing ever since. That, and my bitterness with it, to some extent. Maybe, it’s because it’s been so long, that I’ve resigned myself to being in the losing end of a supposed bargain – something further aggravated by the fact that, getting exposed to a string of quizzes for the past few days on both digital signal processing and energy conversion somehow made me brush the possibilities aside for a brief second and had gotten me focused on the more important things at hand. Maybe if the topic never popped up thrice today, you wouldn’t be here, reading yet another metaphor.

Still, you can believe that as far as the deal goes, we may very well conclude that it’s nothing but done. It’s over. Lost. Ended. Finished. And yes, even though it’s against my better judgment, I have rested my case.

I admit: the passion’s hardly ever quenched – something proven by the fact that I’ve resolved to stand more firmly for my convictions should the opportunity ever come up elsewhere; rather ironic that, unlike the volt-ampere-guy, I felt as though I fought hard enough for my convictions and yet like him, more ironically still, lost the whole thing anyway.

Despite all that, however, there’s no point denying that what happens now is a different thing altogether. There’s no other conceivable choice we could take apart from throwing fickle though still unsuccessful tantrums on all corners than, well, to take the whole thing anyway, like soggy broccoli through five-year old lips. It’s all been said before, but if you believe in something, it makes perfect sense to fight for it and even convince someone to believe in it, too; but if it doesn’t work, give it a rest – let them believe what they want to believe in, while you, yours. This is, perhaps, as far as we could stretch the metaphor with the guy from three days ago.

With that being said, we very well know that nothing more could be done to salvage whatever hope of redemption exists. I mean, assuming there’s even any. It has been, after all, more than a week since the propositions got rejected, and if minds were to change, they may very well change now. They haven’t; and thus we have to believe that that’s that.

anyway, there she was last night again battling somebody again for inheritance from her late aunt. i just can't help but ask why does it have to be televised? that's purely personal and family matter and shouldn't she be keeping mum about it because that would mean she will be endangering her life and the rest of the clan especially with the substantial amount they are battling about? hmmmm.... that's her life anyway.

i somehow understand her why she has to fight for what she thinks should be hers especially when there are speculations that there might be some hocus pocus in the last will and testament. but at least she has that testament to base everything. what do you think will happen if there was no last will and testament? chaos! believe me... it's pure chaos.

although my grandparents are not as rich as the madrigal clan, there are some things they left behind which have to be liquidated. now here i am airing the dirty laundry of OUR family. sadly, they didn't leave any last will or some sort of testament to at least guide their children on what to do and well, like i said, chaos. when our grandfather died, the eldest son became automatically the administrator. to make the long story short, this eldest son used up all the money and profit from and borrowed some money from banks and used as collateral the properties which were left behind... well, not all of them but the thing is he was able to do all these transactions even without some court order or go signal from his other siblings. (see the lapses of judgement from bank authorities?)

22 years after and a whole lot grilling from the siblings, he admitted that he squandered and his children are loathing everyone for making their dad look bad. i can't blame them because he's their dad but don't you think they should be thinking deeply as to why it's 4 siblings against their dad? the sad thing about it is that he "conspired" with a fixer to do all the transaction for the liquidation and "agreed" to give 50% of the liquidated amount to that fixer. the 4 siblings and the rest of those who knows about the story behind everything think that he has another share from that 50% he is giving to the fixer. i know. pure malice but even my most intelligent lawyer cousin from my other side of the family thinks the same.

despite of that, the 4 siblings are still sympathetic. they think that their brother is being manipulated by this fixer. because of that ideology, it cause some sort of strain between my father and my mother. although they both believe the same thing, my father is really adamant about having to stop the fixer mess things up within the family and while my father voice his concerns loudly, the fixer blames him for interferring. so go figure. the fixer is not even a part of the family yet he has the nerve to point fingers for his dirty doings.

so last night there was some sort of tension again. the police came because my father called to complain and make a blotter about some suspicious looking men in motorbike are hanging outside of our house and they seemed to be "checking" us. they are really bold because after the police left, they came back again, not only once, but twice. so who are we suspecting for producing that kind of drama? the fixer. he's also known for his paranoia that even the driver of our uncle laughs about it.

are we afraid? no. why should we? we didn't do anything wrong. people know already about what we are going through and they know who to blame for everything. besides, we don't really get intimidated easily. we take things as they are. so if it's pure threats, it's nada to us. of course we do take repercussions. it isn't wise not to.

it makes me laugh though. it's just money. i don't even want to get my share, that is, if i still have my part of that. i am well equipped in terms of education and ways to earn money. why would i even bother to taint my relationship with my relatives just out of greed? the amount is not even big enough for the 5 siblings! it's really ridiculous. just me blogging about is really ridiculous. well, it's not about the money, as i've said. it's about hwag lamangan ang mga kapatid... it's about relationships and how not to destroy it.

Steven Clemons

Cheney Winning the Inside Battles Again

Washington Note, June 09, 2008

Diplomacy is eminently the best way to resolve conflicts. But beyond a certain point the art of Talleyrand becomes completely ineffective and to continue it with an irreconcilable determined enemy is not only a barren exercise but also extremely dangerous, as one has to fight this enemy in the future when he will be much stronger at an immensely higher cost.

In the case of Iran, diplomacy has reached its barren point. The Ahmadinejad regime should be clearly given the option of immediately ceasing and dismantling its nuclear program or stand facing an indetermined force de frappe at an unspecified time. And it should be made crystal clear to the regime that this attack would be targeting the higher echelons of the government, the military, and its religious leaders. This threat against its triumvirate leadership could steer an existential turmoil in the latter that could lead to a “palace revolt” against the Ahmadinejad leadership replacing it with a moderate one which would yield to the demands of the international community.

Your opinion…

First of all, one must eliminate all the distorted tendencies that characterize one’s behaviour and develop the one-sided human conscience. This is why one sees many dreams reflecting psychic disease. For instance, one may dream that one has no blood under the flesh because he or she is totally insensitive.

Our dreams reflect our psychic condition but also convey real information about the outside world, the future and other people’s personality. 

By interpreting a dream, you can be informed about a conspiracy against you, be cured from a serious psychological disease or a physical disease that you believed had no cure, or learn how the future will unfold and how you can transform it to your advantage.

In your own dreams, you can discover the solution for problems of your daily life and for scientific, social and financial problems that have no solution.

A unique dream can frequently be so significant that it will be decisive for your life because it will give it the proper direction.

You can clearly understand other people’s personality and in particular, learn many things that you ignore about the person you love.

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