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My College Life-like Experience

bebopknight — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 03:06:46 +0000

When I woke up this morning I thought to myself, "I think I'll be sick today. I think my throat should hurt, my nose should run, and my head should ache to the point of insanity. Yes, this sounds like the makings of a mighty fine day."

Oh and it has been fun, this day of sickness, and I have charished every moment of it. HOORAY!

Let's cut the crap. I'm miserable. The problems with my body and the aches were one thing, but the thought process I had a few seconds ago made me realize how miserable I really am.

Here's what I thought.:

"Why couldn't I have gotten sick on the weekend? I can't miss my friggin classes."

When I thought this Elementary School Taylor stopped coloring immediately, stood up and ran to tell Jr. High Taylor. He spit out all of his cherry 7UP onto his pants, making a mess. He ran every where to find High School Taylor. Finally he found him in the theatre (that guy's always in there) and told him. High School Taylor cursed loudly, and took off his pants. Everyone laughed and forgot what they were so shocked.

College has messed with who I am. It is destroying the slacker in me. No. That's not true. He's making me realize how dumb "slacker Taylor is." He's still here. He's still "doin' his thing," but now he's frustrating me more and more.

Tomorrow I'll wake up, rue the day before it even starts, go to class, realize I forgot to do something or other, go "oops," and not think of it again. I'll eat lunch in the cafeteria. I'll probably get the same thing I get every time because their selection is the same as CHOOSING TETRIS PIECES! Then I'll go to my room. Sit. Nap. Sit some more. Yell at my internet connection. Play around with the guitar and garageband. Realize I have no idea what I'm doing when it comes to recording music. Get my at my brother. Sit some more. Complain about college to my roommate. Laugh at the dumb things he says. Sleep.

Rense, and repeat. And repeat. and repeat. and repeat.

Until I get my diploma.

God help me.

Cadence Weapon - Real Estate (Video)

lazypen — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 02:13:53 +0000

Cadence drops a new video for one of the gems off of Afterparty Babies. You want what he's sellin?

Whiny bitch, fem-nazi, lazy liberal and to "shut the fuck up, bitch".

Angela Hayden — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:58:30 +0000

I'm reposting this because I've been receiving emails calling me a whiny bitch, a fem-nazi, a lazy liberal and to "shut the fuck up, bitch".

Original Post: Damned Feminists - Damned Welfare Moms - Damned Equal Rights. How I survived being a woman.

"Woman Escaping with Children", by Angela Hayden

Where do you think you are? In America?

Some people believe its a pain in the ass for women to want equal rights. Hell, my mama raised five kids on her own after my drunken, abusive father left. He broke her nose twice and nearly killed me. She didn't have time to think about being a feminist. She was just a poor woman trying to survive in our society.

She sure as hell didn't expect to be raising us on her own. She did have to go on welfare, food stamps and student aid to get her nursing degree. She was a damned welfare mom. She worked full time at night and went to school full-time during the day. We didn't see much of her for four years.

She couldn't find a boyfriend that wanted to marry a woman with five kids. She got a job after four years on welfare and supported us. She died at the age of 45 from leukemia. I think it was pure exhaustion.

After I repeated the circle of violence and married an abusive man, I too left and became a damned welfare mom. I too collected food stamps and received aid to go to college. My two daughters were on Medicaid. After two years on welfare, I too got a job and tried to support my family. The whopping $200 a month in child support really didn't help much. Especially since daycare was $100 a week. My job paid $38,000. It sucked. I had a nervous breakdown. I didn't have any family around to help me. My mom, dad, grandmother and grandfather were dead. I couldn't afford to stay home when my youngest was sick and daycare wouldn't accept her either. I was always getting in trouble at work because I'd have to leave because something was going on with one of the girls from ear infections to head-lice.

I sure as hell wasn't thinking about being a feminist during all that hell. I was thinking about surviving or choosing to end my life.

Now that I do have time to think about being a feminist, I think I am. I'm a feminist and I believe in equal rights for everyone. I'm thankful to have married a good man and am enjoying getting to know goodness.

Sincerely,

Angela Hayden, author of Dead Wrong - The truth about domestic violence, incest and child abuse"

Lame Ass Update.

Aaron — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:50:11 +0000

Holy shit I have been so lazy lately. Although I typically hide my excessive slothfulness in the excuse of being busy I will not try to bullshit you any longer. Fact: I do have a lot to do, but I just don’t do it. My job is a fairly easy one with a lot of downtime. If I were the responsible adult I claim to be I would do my homework, get caught up on finances and other various adult tasks that plague out lives. Reality is: I am not a responsible adult. Instead of catching up on life and school I have been playing this bubble game on email, for HOURS at a time. When not attacking the world of flashy colored bubbles I do my coworkers homework. My friend Evan stated it perfectly in saying “He does everyone’s homework except his own”. Evan is a nursing major and I read his entire medication book complete with process and side effects. Another coworker, Nancy, I did her marketing homework. And lastly, I took a quiz on hematology (study of blood) in which I did impressively well given I have never taken that class. Fun fact: Most of the iron in the blood is stored as/in ferritin (intracellular iron storage protein) because free iron is toxic to the cells. Anyway, I digress from my original digression…… I think the reason is I’m afraid to be this “A” student I am capable of. I get good grades and I consider myself relatively intelligent but I’m just terrified of failure. Physiologically speaking I think that this “lazy” excuse is just that, an excuse for failure. If I fail, which I rarely do, I can just say: “I didn’t try that hard” or “damn, I should have studied more”. I set myself up for this failure when I know it would be so much easier just to do it! Also, I just really am lazy. I would rather catch up on Gossip Girl or Dexter than learn about chemical equilibrium. I just need to buckle down and focus on the goal at hand. Easier said than done.
Dunkin/Punkin is doing amazing. The little fat shit is so effing cute. He/she (it) is eating a lot and more active. I’m so glad it came out of that dreary state. I took some videos of the little whore eating so I’ll post them soon. Anyway, I’m gonna take my advice and get some homework done (not). Thanks for listening to my rant and sorry I haven’t posted for a while (considering anyone reads this).

Moaning, groaning and procrastrinating

Rua MacTírean — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:34:16 +0000

I'm supposed to be studying right now.....I'll do it in a minute, there's more important things to be a gaffawing*. Like; how hard it is to get a student card these days.

I've been back a fortnight and I only just got one about 20 minutes ago. I know its mainly my own fault but, dammit, I wanna take someone else down with me.

Who to blame though? The parentals who lost my registration pack so I had to go into the registration office and beg(seriously) for another invoice-no, they paid for my registration so they've already suffered enough. Lucky.

The people in the registration office who couldn't tell me the whole procedure all at once meaning I had to go back 3 times and each time missing some document or other. The very last time I showed up with everything required, handed it over and asked for a student card to the response "eh...why are ye down here then? This is the registration office". Apparently we have a registration office that can't process registration fees, that requires you to register online and doesn't give out student cards....what DO you guys do?**

Do I blame the woman operating the maching that prints the cards? She was doing fine, the massive que was trotting along at an impressive pace and I was convinced that I might actually get into the library before the end of the week. Needless to say, when it got to my turn; the machine broke. I sat there haplessly for another half hour while she scratched her head, smacked it, scratched her arse, refilled it, scratched her nose and proceeded to first print out a duplicate card for the guy who was in front of me(and long gone) and then my card with his picture before eventually printing off that handsome bastard that was me 3 years ago on my first day of college.

After such a saga you think that not much else can go wrong. Then you walk up to the library and realise the bastard card hasn't been activated yet-fuck the lot of them, I'll fix it tomorrow, in the registration office...

Incidentally, I blame all of this (and the weather) on Fianna Fáils re-election and Biffos ascension to High King.

*I have been repeating this sentence in my head for the last 5 hours

**yes, I know; 20,000 students=a lot of back room paperwork. Still, its positioning gives off the impression that it might be useful to me

Not the most literate of posts.

fadingstar86 — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 15:14:05 +0000

I just spent the last 3 hours in bed, I planned an afternoon in the library doing research but the lack of computers and the queues for photocopying were just too long to face.

Instead I came home, a horrible feeling washing over me. I still don't know what it is but something IS wrong. Something is upsetting me and making my brain cry internally, and externally for a bit this afternoon.

I tried splitting my meds into 2 lots today as apparently it is sedating. I think I'm just fucked, I can't go a few hours without sleeping. I know laziness breeds laziness and that the more I sleep the more I will need to sleep thus leading to a dangerous cycle BUT even when I woke up all I could do was stare at the ceiling. I could see my arms and legs but I couldn't get them to move, so I just gave up then tried again like every 15 minutes until I managed.

Anyway this is all just meaningless babble. I need to find out what's on my mind. It's probably just the usual self-defeating stuff but I'd rather see what I'm fighting against instead of walking along in fear it'll jump out of a bush and attack me.

I better go and get work done and may post again later. Just feeling a little sorry for myself and a lot annoyed at myself.

Oh well.

Ah, yes...

Ted — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 10:44:50 +0000

This story a week thing obviously hasn't panned out. Part of the reason is natural laziness, part of it is me having started a bit more involved writing project. I'll try to get around to a more regular short story feature, but once a week isn't happening right now. Expect more general posts though.

Why being lazy is stupid

gavinovz — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 03:43:46 +0000

Well another example of my laziness. I have had all the time in the world to register to vote and have not taken it. This morning I was going to go register but I left my headphones in my computer. So my alarm program only sounded on the headphones and I slept in. GAH! I woke up a little late. The entire day I forgot about what I was going to do until tonite. I found out that registering to vote ended today and it was at dinner when I found out. I was so angry at myself. I can't believe I did this. I was looking forward to voting for my Representatives this year and now I blew it. Sucks.. Well I am going to bed now and hopefully I will learn from this event.

Procrastination

thegit — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 02:19:35 +0000

Well recently i was given an assignment it is meant to be 800-1200 words long! So like i usually do i ended up procrastinating, which ended up leading to 2 days from the due date. So i began worrying but out of pure luck i got out 2 hours early tonight!! YAY ME (virtual self highfive).

Anywhos, here i am 2 hours later with a complete assignments!!! 1061 words long!

I'd like to thank procrastination for ending up with amazing results time after time.

Last weekend:

littlelotusdesigns — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 01:21:19 +0000

Friday: Class was canceled and we went to the park with the rocketship. We also saw a play later on that night.

Saturday: We went on a sudden road trip to Dick Blicks. I bought $100 worth of art supplies for $50. Awesome. And I got this sweet ass portfolio. Here are a couple crap-ass camera phone pictures from the hour long drive.

Sunday: Slept late and got pancakes for breakfast. Then went to the laundry mat. ew.

It was a good weekend.

Anyone else lazy?

jasonlikesfun — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:51:29 +0000

I work hard when I'm at Apple but on my days off it feels like I waste time. For example, wake up at 7AM and surf the Internet all day. Not exaggerating. All day. Does anyone else feel like this? Am I the only lazy person in my circle of friends?

What remains

maelinat — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 17:58:24 +0000

Few artists are balanced
Some others
Often put all their heart
In their art
And what remains

They spend time
Perched in the theatre of their mind
Digesting words and thoughts
Memories and dreams
Silent or Lazy
Crazy

Creating as fountains
Sometimes closed
Sometimes opened
They flow an ink
Not so removable
So what remains

Mae Linat © 2008

IKEA

sflovestory — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 16:26:48 +0000

ikea-002, originally uploaded by holden_helena.

This is pretty much indicative of what M. and I did all weekend. Whether it was our trek to IKEA or watching the worst movie ever made ("Pacific Heights"), we more or less lazed around doing nothing. Nice.

I'd also like to add, how awesome are M.'s jeans? I picked them out, so they're obviously super badass.

Poem of Fire!

FEED THE FIRE — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 04:50:12 +0000

I WANT TO FAST AND PRAY!! [robb gorringe]

When I think about the inward condition of my heart….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the condition of the American Church today…
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the plastic TMZ society that glorifies fame and sin….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the Youth who are going thru so many problems….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the strategic efforts of Gangs to recruit….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about bubble-gum chewing, yawning “Christians”….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the Power that’s available to bring Salvation and do miracles….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the lost who are still waiting to hear the Gospel….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think about the Judgment Seat of Christ….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

When I think of the torment of souls crying in Hell….
…I want to Fast and Pray!!

I WANT TO FAST AND PRAY!!

Notes from “General Semantics: An Outline Survey” IX-X

slightlyhoffbeat — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 01:44:54 +0000

IX.

The structure of our language encourages us to talk as if (and think as if) qualities exist in things. This obscures the role of the observer. For example, we say things like: "The rose is red" or "this apple is sweet" or "Mary is lazy" or "That man is handsome."

Words like "red," "sweet," "lazy" and "handsome" refer to evaluations, not what is actually there. All of these statements would be more accurate if followed by "to me."

The word "is" in these sentences projects our reactions on the world out there.

This confusion of evaluations with descriptions can be seen in extreme form in mental hospitals. Many of the people there confuse what is going on inside their nervous systems with what is going on outside. They "see" things that other people do not see; they "hear" voices that other people do not hear. Some hallucinations can be produced by simply stimulating a certain part of the brain.

The structure of our language allows us to say that a map "equals" the territory, when it may not.

Some people react to words as if they were things instead of symbols that stand for or point to things. For example: in an opinion poll, people rated two mythical companies. The American Improvement Company proved very popular, while the International Molybdenum Cartel was rated very low. The respondents reacted to words since neither company was real.

Sloth·ful·ness

The Phonotactician — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 18:30:37 +0000

My week-long vacation from work is nearly over but it seems that it's heading nowhere. I really didn't know what for that I agreed or convinced myself to take this unpaid vacation leave. One main concern of course is my undergrad thesis. The paper still needs a major overhaul since everything about it is crappy. However, as the day of the mock defense gets nearer, I find my topic more interesting and more feasible. Thanks to Sir Mon and the rest of you guys (as if writing my assumed acknowledgment part). But then again, facing the uber obvious reality, I am stuck at ground zero.

I am sleeping over at The Pragmatician's place, tonight 'til tomorrow. I really feel so useless. Bum, bum, bum. And here's another - I don't feel like going back to work ever again. I will be moving in to a new pad next week and I so like the idea. I have already set everything up. I just need to buy myself a new fan then I'm good to go.

Daylight Robbery

derrickflc — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:26:49 +0000

It's technically 2am now, but my body clock still hasn't adjusted to the Daylight Saving which took effect slightly less than 24 hours ago. (not arsed to properly calculate the exact time, but it's about there)

Kinda sucks that we lose an hour because of this. One hour less to procrastinate assignments, although I think in my case it doesn't really matter much because I can't help but spend whatever time I have procrastinating on arguably "stupid" or "time-wasting" things like YouTube and whatnots.

I have been very addicted to YouTube lately, I don't know why. I know I've been quite slow to catch on to the whole YouTube addiction craze thing, but since I started "streaming" old TV shows off the Tube after the eternal waiting required for torrents, I've discovered that YouTube has a whole lot more of television-esque videos that people have uploaded for the enjoyment of the world (as long as they manage to find them). The countless hours I have spent loading and watching part-by-part of game shows, variety programming, and whatnots was truly fulfilling. Filled the void that I once filled with mamak food.

Oh, speaking of which... barely 3 more weeks until I get to go back home to Malaysia. Never have I felt such a desire to go back home to Malaysia. Unfortunately, my motivations are quite "salah" aptly put, since what I've been longing for the past months are for Malaysian food, and nothing else. (well not totally nothing else, teeheehee) I don't think I can ever live anywhere without having good food at my disposal, or at the very least convenient 24-hour food places that I can frequent. Melbourne's like a dead town by nightfall, as the Ozzies are very adamant about keeping their hours and their anti-competitive laws and whatnots, ie excuses to be lazy.

Anyway, it's time I head off to bed, or thereabouts. This week and next are the penultimate weeks of my semester so plenty of assignments are becoming due. And me being me, always leave the best for last. Bad habit, I know. But I can't help it. I'm like a pressure cooker...

... I'm hawt! :P :P :P

New Year, Same Story...

crywithme — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:38:31 +0000

[caption id="attachment_181" align="alignnone" width="300" caption="The Beginning of Time"][/caption]

Dont be shocked by how professional this latest post looks. Its the beginning...all over again. My second year of law school. Same shit different year. I've felt guilty about leaving this blog high and dry and, now I'm back...wasting your time, and mine.

Did you miss me?

What Am I Doing Wrong?

growholy — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 08:16:39 +0000

RELATIONSHIPS

Are you too much dependent on few people - emotionally?
Do you want everybody to admire you?
Do you want to please everybody?

Listen more and be yourself!

WORK

Do you want to be perfect?

Play more and be creative!

GOD

Do you force yourself to pray and you are not successful?

Enjoy the prayer, meditate, go to church!

NATURE

You love being in nature but don't have enough time for it?

Go to the park every morning!

SPORT

Are you lazy, especially after you've had a big dinner?
Do you often overdo it?

Attend classes, enjoy it - no goals, no pressure!

SO WHY ALL THIS?

Because I really want to be:

Healthy
Strong
Free - having lots of free time
Fit & full of energy
Slim & good-looking
Smiling
Humble
Loving & understanding
Having enough money to get by easily

So that I can help those who are suffering - and this is the only way I can really grow. I want to share their pain, I want to give them my smile.

:: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: ::

Zillionaire

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 00:37:38 +0000

I got very little done today. I suppose that means tomorrow's "To Do List" will be twice as long.

I did get the other site pretty close to done. However, that won't put clean clothes in our rooms. *sigh* If I were a zillionaire, I'd so hire someone to do the laundry... and the dishes... and the floors.... and the, well, you get the idea.

I feel like I've been away from blogging forever.
Has it really been that long or have I just been busy?

TPG53: 7 Sins In 7 Days: SLOTH

Matt*hew — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:31:51 +0000

[audio http://media.libsyn.com/media/thepowergay/tpg53.mp3]

The Freak Network's 7 in 7. 7 podcasts in 7 days featuring the 7 DEADLY SINS!
Today is all about SLOTH.
You definitely must be 18 or older to listen to this podcast!

Check out the other Freaks participating in this event!
Matt from spankingbeaarthur.com,
Joe from manhandledinmontana.com,
Weegie from fagbeast.com,
SD Mark from specialdelivery.libsyn.com,
and Jenny and Ryan of pizzababe.com

TPG53: 7 Sins In 7 Days: SLOTH

Matt*hew — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:24:28 +0000

[audio http://media.libsyn.com/media/thepowergay/tpg53.mp3]

The Freak Network's 7 in 7. 7 podcasts in 7 days featuring the 7 DEADLY SINS!
Today is all about SLOTH.
You definitely must be 18 or older to listen to this podcast!

TPG53: 7 Sins In 7 Days: SLOTH

Matt*hew — Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:23:02 +0000

[audio http://media.libsyn.com/media/thepowergay/tpg53.mp3]

The Freak Network's 7 in 7. 7 podcasts in 7 days featuring the 7 DEADLY SINS!
Today is all about SLOTH.
You definitely must be 18 or older to listen to this podcast!